WOw!!! i’m writin somethin here…somethin’s up,eh??? hmm…sort of…
askin what??? love(?), "viral" dreams(again?!?), school, politics, and the list could go on…but hey im not really gonna talk about all, but only a couple of those.lol!!!
well,love…hmmph…as far as I’m concerned love has been very confusing these days. Ok lemme put love and "viral" dreams together coz where I’m concerned, they "often" go together (hmm..and let’s change love to infatuation…coz I think that’d be more like it.). I couldn’t fathom what it really is(dreams, I mean). As some of my friends might know, there’s been this someone who I dream about today, and I automatically see the next day. (Wierd?Dang,it is!!!) It’s been a long time since I’ve last seen him (if one week or two falls in the category of "a long time" then count it in.).
This is what happened.. last Wednesday, I dreamed about him again (after "a long time"), and yes…Thursday morning, I saw him. Thursday night, I dreamed about him…and yes you guessed it right…I saw him again Friday. It reeeeeeeeally made me ask "What the heck is this?!?" once again. (mind you, I asked myself that question a zillion times during the earlier part of this confusing episode of my life). I mean, to whom else does this happen to….dreamin about someone today/tonight..and seeing that someone the next day??? To whom else??? If it happens to you,please tell me so I won’t feel alone. LOL!!!
I often thought this whole ‘dreamin about the virus’ thing was long over. What’s even weirder are the dreams itself. They depict a me-and-him…(kakatakot!!!kakaloka!!!)Why? Coz there could never be a me-and-him..di pwede…cannot be cannot borrow one..bwahahah!!!hai nlng!!!(dont bother askin why…use ur embedded coco shell!)
Well, thank God I’m not that confused and bothered anymore about this stuff. Before, it was sort of a dilemma for me. The question "What the heck is this?!?" reeeally reeally haunted me everyday. I woke up with that question in mind plus the urge to find an answer to it. But now??hmm… I don’t know…maybe I should just wait…wait for the answer to come to me…wait for the "virus" to be completely deleted from my system…wait for fate to answer the questions running in my mind(and probably in your mind) I have this feeling it’ll be a long time before it’d be answered,though. But it doesn’t matter…coz I have more important things to attend to than just getting engrossed in a quest with an uncertain ending.So that’s what I’d do…wait(either for sumthin,or for nothin.Wutevah!).
p.s.
the virus deletion progress was 99.98 percent na sana…but with this dreamin thing happenin again… i’m afraid it’s gone back to 99.97…(Is there ever a data deletion that runs backwards??? sa akoa,naa!!! wahahahah!!!) hay buhay…talaga namang makulay!!!